Im an addict, im an alcoholic. i’m a wife, a mother , friend, caregiver, u name it i’m it. i was a teen mother to my oldest son who had a stroke at birth, which caused permanent brain damage. he is now 17 and functions, just not where hw should, my other son is 11 and is a strait a student all thru elementary, now in middle and an amazing help to his dad and i with his brother. my husband of 19 years has been my rock and always stood by my side, thru this whole ordeal, nightmare, train-wreck downwards spiral to hell. i hope to be doing this right in hopes to let even just 1 person know they are not alone and they will be okay. so I’m going to try this to see if this works, and ill begin in the beginning